Last night in a mix of good intentions and bad judgement I broke three of my personal rules.
Don’t write personal messages late at night.
Don’t speak into a life where I don’t have permission.
Don’t use Facebook for conversations of the heart.
This morning, as I contemplated what I had done, I realized what a fool I was. I reread what I wrote and felt ashamed. Since I didn’t have a way to retract the message I sent, I sent a follow up message apologizing and therby solidfying my role as a weird stalker type person.
Crap.
To make matters worse, I got an email this morning from Relventmagazine.com. They ran an article I WROTE about the need for an understanding of intimacy in correlation to authenticity.
My actions are so out of line with my vision of what I want to be, it is ridiculous.
So there you have it my friends. I am a hypcorite.
And if you are the person whose business I stuck my big fat nose into, please know, I am truly sorry.
Continuing the adventure, missteps and all,
Jess
Jess Boctor 
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