Such an interesting question. I once asked my older brother to describe me in one word, his answer: air. After getting over my initial interpretation that he was describing me as an airhead (which is only partially true) he explained that I often float from one project to another and don’t really hold my ground with anything. So in a sense, I lack substance. Ouch. However, I have come to realize that in many ways he was right. I struggle with discipline. Not the ‘you were wrong so say you’re sorry discipline’ I struggle with real discipline, like the discipline to read my bible, or to practice the gifts God has given me. It is so much easier to just sit in front of the TV or to surf the net all day. Even in relationships I tend to have an air-ish quality. So this is my journey to gain substance, I guess right now I am a breeze dreaming of being a cloud.
Jess Boctor 