Confession

I have a confession to make. See the Blog community at Sandals is getting to be amazing, full of so many insightful, funny, and interesting people that I felt I had to upgrade from my itty bitty MySpace Blog to a grown up blog. I had all these dreams of it being an insightful, romantic (more in a literary sense, not the queasy sense), intelligent and artistic, amazing Blog. I wanted to anonymously climb the ranks of the Blog Father’s list to the top five. I didn’t want to be number one, just in the top five. That isn’t too ridiculous is it? He only has about a jillion blogs linked to his page.  I wanted to comment on peoples pages and watch them get creeped out as I knew so much about them (okay so I have a dark side). I wanted to giggle as people around me would comment on some post I made and say, “Who is the PhantomBlonde?” Anyways, here’s my problem, reality hit. Truth be told, I am not really all that insightful, intelligent, romantic (both in the literary sense or the queasy sense), or artistic; at least not enough so to carry a blog on, I mean really, I’m only 21! That and I am an ego maniac, so if I don’t hear about how cool my post is, even if I know how cool it is, I go nuts. So all this combined and I managed to hold out for a day and half. Weak.

So the cats out of the bag, the PhantomBlonde is Jessica B, the crazy kid from Pipeline who hangs out with the brown guy (I mean Paul, not Carlos) even though I am sure that most of you are still wondering “Phantom Who?” The cool thing is that my mom and dad are still on vacation, so by the time they get back I will have a weeks worth of cool stuff put up and I can listen to my mom yell at me, “You have a blog and you didn’t tell me?!” Yeah, you would think kids would grow out enjoying making their parents yell, we don’t.

So maybe I will be able to throw in something cool and insightful or artsy every now and again, but for now you’re just going to get me and all the weirdness that goes with it. Enjoy!