I have not been feeling well lately, so I haven’t been much for making new things. I thought I would share something I found as I was flipping through my journal. I think this will continue to be the lesson which God has given me, and I wanted to share it with you.
You once called me Air
And assured it wasn’t meant as offence
But I couldn’t help the hurt
I wanted to be of more substance
Now I’ve been on this journey
Ten years of attempts to be profound
The scenery is looking too familiar
As I realize I’m at the starting ground
The things I’ve tried to be
The costumes I’ve tried to wear
Are starting to have a comic effect
I see people begin to stare
So now I’ve learned my lesson
It’s best to be my own element
And if people find me flighty
Then I should own the testament
Because trying to wear their expectations
Like ballast weighs me down
And I can’t give up this feeling
That I’m meant for higher ground.
Continuing the adventure,
Jessi

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