Let the Negotations Begin

I am searching for words to give the correct picture of the transition which I am going through, and nothing really seems to fit in my mind other than negotations. I have visual image in my mind of a large table where I sit with others and we send pieces of papers across to one another.

I can give three hours to this project on Tuesday.

I can let you see two inches deep into my heart.

I want to have breakfast with you, but we have to meet at the train station.

My life has taken on a new shape, new local, and many new relationships. I try to steer clear of overpromising my time and underdelivering. I try to carve out space for those who I want to get to know better. I am trying to give words to the difficult discussions which have to happen; and to let others see me without giving my heart away.

I am negotating new terms on my life.

I wanted this post to be a purpose-oriented how-to about intentionally investing in relationships; but as I sought advise to give I realized I am in desperate need of advise myself. I am seeking a way to invest wisely in those around me. I want to prioritize, to love freely and some how do both without becoming a maniac. I want to be a good friend and servant. I desire for time and good will to act cohesively.

I want to go where I am invited.

I want to know where to put my bids.

Continuing the adventure, 

Jessica